basically i need a man that will provide money for my excessive drug use and buy me food WHENEVER i asked

if no one makes me food or buys me food i dont eat for the day.

thats how lazy i am..

welll i completely failed my sophomore year.. probably because i didnt go to school for a whole month maybe ? i only had 4 classes and failed 2 of them. im not doing summer school unless i can do it online but thats too much $ …
im disappointed in myself but i really didnt expect a whole lot because of what i did this year. nothin but cut class and fucked up major, i need a change in my life cuz this shit aint cuttin it but i have no motivation at alll. i cant believe what i turned out, i used to be so responsible when i was younger, i had it all together. good grades, good friends, i was sucha good kid but wtf happened foreal. i let myself go.. i wish i had a break from life but i do nothing but get high anymore with people that dont matter so why the fuck should i get a break if i dont even deserve it. 

i hate myself

I need someone that understands my drug use, seriously I need help and someone to open up to, this fucking sucks

talluminati:

seriously tho, i can’t stand you but i want you, what type of shit is that

foreal sometimes i wish i was a guy.. i think id have better luck with relationships.
sike id still break these bitches hearts who am i kidding

7 percs down n I wonder why I’m pukin..

Just one them days where I miss how shit used to be..

Sometimes two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together.

Only hope I had was sellin dope

having sex with an ex just so you don’t raise your body count..

too long since ive seen my better half, sometimes you gotta let go, close your eyes & let it crash